Friday, 31 October 2025..
Morning greets with a warm, bright light
Damn I miss you.. when I hear that song again..
Don't wanna remember again..
Cause what's left so hurting..
A song is a voice of heart..
When I sing, or when you sing..
Was it really from your heart
or is it just an honest answer..
-I
Hi, it's been very long time I didn't write hear..
Been so busy at school, so many events, so many responsibility as well..
I'm really happy,
I'm no longer a sad and lonely girl
Because finally I found my light
My happiness in my new journey..
With so many cute kids with me :)
Alhamdulillah..
I'm so happy
But it is also killing me inside
I love everything
But my heart also want to leave
I never know that 26 is the age of this heart storm
I merely never felt this way before,
Because everything was so beautiful and felt right back then
Before I know and realize, it was all full of sorrow
So here I am
In the small way in mountain
It doesn't feel right
But gotta keep walking so I won't fall..
Sunday, 17 March 2024
They say finally I come out
Come out from a prison that choke and scrapes me for years..
A beautiful prison that make me fall in love for so many years..
A prison that where I found myself and this passion..
I never regret ever enter it :)
Because that prison make me who I am today ❤️
Probably one day, I'll kick this door, and burn my prison :)
Then after that, I'm gonna climb the highest mountain..
One sad things is, the prison is only there in my mind..
And I'll break it someday...
I see him,
waiting for me in the rain..
alone, just with his umbrella and hope
I can only saw him under my window
My heart is also hurt
But what can I do?
If this world is not allowed me too?
It's really cold outside...
Honey, just leave me..
I can't see you more hurt anymore
I'm sorry love, I can't get out, I was prisoned
Looking back at my old post in this blog from many many years ago ^^" I'm surely a lone wolves
I never talk when I love someone, or when I admire someone, I just write a poem about them ^^"
Just to remind me, that those feeling was real and felt by myself..
Probably it is very selfish, but it just my way to protect this innocent heart :)
Now I'm 26, ofc I have learned so many heartbreak and many kind of heart from different people :)
That journey, will be my story :)
Someday to tell..
